for you.

i cant leave you behind,every sec when i open my eyes i cant stop thinking bout you,why do i even fall for you so much.
you must dont know how vital are you to me.youre just like as vital as an eyes of heaven to the earth.
without the sun the earth wont shine and without you,i wont shine as glaring as i use to be.
if a vase fell down to the ground it's definately going to break into million of pieces,
like what you say if you pick it up you'll cut your finger.if you pick it up slowly,
days by days or years by years i'm sure you wont get cut so easily and it's worth it for someone who you really love and it is worth for it.
like what i said i just want a date just a date,
i dont want the date now but after years so that i would more understand you and wont do the thing that you dont want me to do.
how could you keep everything from me when youre together with me you dont even tell me what thing that ive done that make you feel uncomfortable or un-secure.
you just ended up with a single word
which is so-called "break".
every time you go way you take a piece of me with you.
so that is why i cant forget bout you.

you are stunned and standing dead,your vision is blurry.
let me help you let me guide you along your journey,
im sure i can fixed all the wrong thing that ive done to you,
i can replace all the bad thing that you dont want from inside me to what you want me to be.
im not the god,
im not a star,
and i dont even have my own car to drive you along your journey,
but i have time to walk together with you,
im hoping so much youll stay
and you will love me anyway.

ill continue a story for you which you wrote it on your blog...
On the edge of a small port in a small town is a girl who stands quietly looking out to the sea that holds her memories a story that she cannot tell "let's write a wish on a paper and send it out to sea in a bottle" "if it doesn't break then surely there" "will be a wish granted." floating aways a little glass bottle that holds the wishes of two children it fades into the horizon without a sound to be heard always you did those things for me even though they were troublesome ive realized that ive only been selfish and for so long hurt you you are the only one who would hear me, but you're no longer here the sea will express my gratitude it will express my only wish floating away is a little glass wish that holds the regrets of a girl that finally saw how she sinned however she couldn't repent floating away is a little glass bottle that holds the wishes of two children it fades into the horizon without a sound to be heard floating aways a little glass wish that holds the regrets of a girl "If only we could be reborn.."

(If we could be reborn)
(Then I'd want to be with you again)
(If only...)if only i change myself,
tonight ill change myself for you,
i celebrate my love for you
it seems like the natural thing to do
tonight, no one's gonna find us
we'll leave the world behind us
"when i change myself for you."
and hope, that deep inside you feel it too
tonight our spirits will be climbing
to a sky lit up with diamonds
"when i change myself for you,"
and that couple ring,
is gonna come shining through
tonight, therell be no distance between us
what i want most to do
is to get close to you
and soon this old world will seem brand new
tonight, we will both discover
how a broken couple turn into lovers
"when i change myself for you"


i have made the decision to change myself for you
no expectation
no hauling
at here type a fullstop.
since090918-100101
to be continue =)

我爱你 mean i love you,
wo ai ni, i want you,
wo ai ni, i need you,
We could be two lovers from the past
And the future is our change.