Thursday, January 21, 2010

220110.1135

when did i say you till so bad?
i'm like just saying the truth btw
what i say is just not just you.
some other random girl too.
now i'm writing for you.
am i worth waiting for you?
what youve been doing since we break?
you've have never show me a clue or even a hint that you do still love me
you just say that you miss me?
i feel that you say that imy not just to me and some other random guy too?
what i've see your blog that make me angry which is
you say that you what "cam cam"
with dunno which creature in this earth
and you even say that you so miss he.
dont you?
izit now what i'm saying is the fact d?
i cant sleep,can you sleep them?
you cant sleep cos you are playing your maple or dota like a GAME FREAK everyday.
did you ever find me first since you break with me did you?
answer me did you?
no rite?
i was like so suprise that today when i woke up
i receive your text?
what i receive is
"you break my heart again =) pain"
wth?with a smilling face?
i cant feel the pain i can feel that you are laughing?
youre laughing cos i'm hurt?is it?
btw
i really want to know that did you cry?
i never heard before that you cry?
you cry cos of?
or you just said you cry?
i feel that you dont care about what the thing happen beside you.
you just know how to play game maple?
dont you ever say i'm trying to hurt you?
you;ve never hurt me i wont hurt you
and i've never hurt you ? i mean that i never do it on purpose to hurt you.
you the one who always started ?
what you've write in your blog last two days it hurt alot?
why do you wanna write it on your blog?
you know i'll read it and you still wanna write it?
i dint say that you cant write it, is your blog you can write anything you want.
what you write i'll just see and i wont leave any comment on it.
do you think i'm angry cos you dint go to stick?
i'm not so small gas btw that day if you go you might be jealous and angry of me cos
there have like 2 girls and 4 guys accompany me tat night at stick.
dont you think i'll angry you cos you dint went to stick tat day?
"i've made my self a decision to change myself for you"
i do.
i'm still waiting and sometime when i'm waiting i still have stress .
so i need to express my feeling.
dot you think i'm a robot have a steal heart?
i can be a robot if i dont love you anymore i dont even need to care bout you or jealous bout waht you did.
can stand everything that you have made?
btw what you write on your blog you said that
you talk with manner toward me and i just answer you
"like i'm playing your feeling"
i always treat you nice but you,how you treated me?
cold?you know that?you will just know how to play game.
you've never find me to chat before?
do you?just like 2 time i guess since we break ?
is when after you read my blog and today morning.
now you have like make your decision in a short time.
you said that you will wont be having any relationship with me.
this is your last decision and you hurt me alot?
i really dunno what is should do?
i dont think i can wait you anymore,but i'll still try to wait for you.
if you really do love me you sure wont make your decision so fast.
so know you've made you decision,i cant do anything
i cant even beg for you d?
if i do other will look down on me.
"girls are complicated dont they"
btw the last 5 rows on your blog what you write that.
like how am i today and what am i doing today.
i nvr feel that you do care bout my this thing before.
what i know which is you just know how to play game is like you are playing 24/7.
"yumi is me"
so there is just "mi" which is you
and no more "yu" which is me in your life
yu / mi

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