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hmmm,what a boring day today.
a boring day without you by my side,
a boring day without hearing your voice.
a boring day without your text,
a boring day without your glaring smile,
a boring day without you making me smile,
a boring day without seeing you,
a boring day without not having you beside me,
so for me everyday is a boring day for me=(
today two words tat you re curious bout it izit?
imy & ily
imy = i miss you
ily = i love you
dint tell you the meaning today cos i dont wanna you to know tat i tell you tat i still miss you and love you.
tat why i use this initial to tell you i miss you and i love you.
i really wanna tell you tat i still love you but i dont dare to tell you,cos i dunno how you would react after i tell you, i scare tat you will scold me?
or maybe you'll be numb and you will be afraid of me and we wont have the chance to chat anymore.
btw day and day pass so fast still left 3 more days and you going to work d, be careful my dear ,
dont you get lost there,
dont you get bullied there,
dont you get disturb by other guys,
dont you get disturb by other girls,
the most important thing which is dont you ever forget me.
btw
two news sentence from me to you.
the sweet smell when you leave my room is making me shed my tears again.
&.&
can you see my heart beating?can you see it through my chest?


and can you see it how much suffer am i without you?
i'm like having a hard test of getting you back,
feel like pulling the trigger from the gun and shoot it through my heart.
but i wont do tat cos i love thee.

with love E.E